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Topic Title: I feel horrible
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Deleted User said 5 years, 2 months ago:
I was 13 and liked someonecfor the second time ever. I remember I internet-stalked him, which I heard is normal, but it went like over normal. Now I’m just calming down from crying in my room bcz I feel like a weirdo or creep. I think I was obsessed because of my ocd serotonin problems or what not
mindtrapped said 5 years, 2 months ago:
Everyone has a low points in their life, where they do things they regret, feel embarrassed by, or realise was maybe creepy or unhealthy. The fact that you have idetified that it wasn't a good thing to do is good, you won't do it again as you know it went to far, and was bad. Having a crush on someone is normal, you have a desire to interact with them more, and see more of them; every person ever has had those feeling, especially in high school time. Stalking them as much as you say you did probably wasn't the best way to go about it, but if there were no concequences for what happened then there's nothing to worry about. You were swamped with emotions that usually results in people doing dum things, your not still stalking him so clearly your not obsessed, or you would still be doing it. This sounds more like a funny story, than a creepy one, like when people have an obsessive fan time in their life and buy posters, and see all their shows. You got over it, nothing bad happened to anyone so theirs nothing to feel guilty about, and this story doesn't really sound creepy just unusual. Part of life is living, making mistakes and improving yourself based on that experience. People have multiple crushes in their life, its not like you get fixated on one person forever, you already proved that when you said he was your second crush.
Is this any help to you?