I’m only 14, and I’ve read in places that 15 is the age that sexuality is cemented or “fixed” or something, like, it’s irreversible beyond that point, and what if I suddenly transform into a pedophile or something before 15, and when I get there it’s permanent?
I have no history of liking kids, in fact, quite the opposite- even as a kid I only crushed on people older than me. What if, by letting POCD affect my life so much and cause me so much distress, I’m transforming myself into a pedophile or something?
I know this sounds really dumb and probably isn’t the case, but I’d genuinely like to hear the facts behind this. I reeaally don’t wanna turn into one.